Sunday, September 04, 2005



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with the cute energy player of the game :) 

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with the forever hotness :)

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with the ever-illustrious coach :)

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with the cute energy player of the game :)

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with the just-turned-19-the-day-before boy :)

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with the eye-filling ryan arana :) *kainis against the light =s*


by dadine_bentesingko at 8:03 AM

Saturday, July 09, 2005
ALMOST FINIS

i will not be writing in this blog as frequently as i used to have done, but i'll still write here anyway. my profuse thanks to those people who killed the time through reading my blog. sooo... not really my toodle-oo but until next time. ciao :)

i have a new one and here's the link:
http://dadsbiasis.blogspot.com

by the way, my motime blog's considered defunct already so don't bother going there anymore.

Chenkuye :)

by dadine_bentesingko at 1:45 PM

Friday, July 01, 2005
a month and a half of solitude

it's been 6 weeks since i saw him in his yellow shirt and havaianas sitting beside his dad and smiling a real lot. why is this happening? ah well. if that's the way it's supposed to be then i probably can't do anything about it. the only thing that i can do is WAIT. alternative choices unfortunately do not abound the situation right now. it's not in my freaking hands to choose and all that crapola. however, i am patient and waiting could be such a challenge overflowing with apprehension. i have to deal with it.. or i end up in a harrowing shatter.

oh my god sasa is such a life-saver. if it wasn't for her, my life could have ended faster than anyone expected it to last. my parents could really kill me if ever my alleged irresponsibility would reach their awareness. it totally got off my head that the deadline of the P500 fee for the ACET application form is today and i didn't have a single cent in my wallet so i was like.. PANIC ATTACK!! i was so freakin' worried my mouth went completely dry and i was so stupefied. then there came the super sasa who got me off the attack by saying, "may 500 ako ngayon, gusto mo bayaran mo nalang ako?". the very second after she made that offer the surrounding became rainbow colored which minutes ago was a galling black and white. i, of course took the offer without any doubt and so there. my life was spared. that afternoon when i got home, i asked my mother for 500 bucks (naturally, mother's inquiries about my asking her that amount sought my answers so eventually i had the success of explaining everything to her. even the "sasa situation".) then when she gave me the money i went straight ahead to sasa's house which luckily, is just a happy walking-distance from my house. cool huh? when i got there, it's like nobody was home so after about 5 minutes of waiting for someone to get the 500 bucks from my money-smelling hand, i walked back to my home sweet home.. still holding the money. then sasa texted yadda yadda and we agreed that i would pay her on monday. hayyy ACET.

i just finished dinner and i ate alone so my chomping was like.. unpredictable. you'll never know when it'd end and i definitely took the chance to do that 'cause being controlled when eating is unbearable. you keep staring at the rice just so it would fly to you and so you could eat more but you realize you're no Matilda so you end up almost crying in your chair and bearing the pain of not eating the way you want to eat. as for me, that was not my case a few minutes ago.. my mom, my 2 sisters, my brother and my tita's family left for Batangas late this afternoon and i was supposed go with them but time didn't allow it so i would be set for tomorrow with my dad and my other remaining sister. we're going to leave early in the morning then on sunday, the 7 of us will all go home together. mmm.. i was such a swine awhile ago. i ate almost all the rice in the bowl and i was drinking Pepsi directly from the bottle. ah. my animal nature is predominating my human nature. tsk. well i did realize something. i eat without a sound. something that's unlike from the piggy portrait. haha.

i love my batch!!! i don't know what i'll do when all of us will go on our separate ways already :( thank God i didn't miss the socialization we had awhile ago. i was supposed to be on a half-day because of my family's Batangas trip but it's such a blessing my tita has big luggages blah blah. so there the socialization was a BLAAAAAST. the most fun the batch has ever had. the presentation was rocking every minute. they danced the Field Demo(s) we did that counted back since we were Prep-A until we were Grade 6. it was utterly funny but hey, it was sooo mofo-ing touching. every strand of hair on my skin was standing. we also sang the graduation song that we had back when we were in Grade 6. i was holding back my tears. i didn't think crying at that moment would be too appropriate. NOT YET. Batch 2005-2006 can never ever be forgotten. besides, we are the first batch to have all the firsts. whatever that means. i love you, batchmates :)

STILL HERE.

by dadine_bentesingko at 8:47 PM

Tuesday, June 28, 2005
*he cannot bring me down. REALLY, *he f-ing CAN'T.

if *he thinks *he can bring me down just because i'm fucking better than *him then *he's so fucking wrong. as long as my sisters live, *he cannot possibly bring me down. i don't base my abilities on *his fucking comments and i don't care if *he thinks that i'm not even good. *his comprehension is sooo way out of my league. you are such a figurehead and my rancor for you is so fucking intense! deal with it: i am good and you're not.

+pardon all the cursing.

by dadine_bentesingko at 11:48 PM

Sunday, June 26, 2005
CRUZ and CASABLANCAS :) melt me now.

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by dadine_bentesingko at 6:52 AM


*BOOM*

i realized this crucial thought last thursday at about 7:30 or 8 in the morning while Ms. Osila was explaining something in class. it was unbelievable, but believe me: i am fully decided. it's a shame some people can't comprehend the idea of such disbelief, but really.. the question is WHY? anyhow, it doesn't matter to me at all. i just want to be a lawyer. it came to me so suddenly it was like... BOOM! taking up Legal Management in La Salle would be something grool. however, first things first. pass DLSU, dear.

i'm posting again and it's been more than a week since i did. i mean not counting my post yesterday. how much time do i have, anyway? i told you i'm not very proficient in managing my time. i study hard but yes, a slacker is still what i am. fourth year is rocking. as in rrrockiiing. it's so much different, and the entire difference is just so overwhelming that going to school isn't so bad after all. there's this condescending air which makes one so.. estimable and pretty. yes, pretty. no not pretty. beautifuuul. i'm lovin' this right now and i'm going to enjoy it while i still can. wooohoooo.

i miss you, Besprens =)

by dadine_bentesingko at 6:36 AM

Saturday, June 25, 2005
[hapeee burrrday!!]

i just want to greet my dear father and my tita a happy happy birthday. that's all. oh by the way, when we went to Italianni's awhile ago to have dinner i won an instant jackpot of seeing a hot boi. muhahahaha.

waaaw. it's 25 today. nice. hey you, i love you sicko.

by dadine_bentesingko at 11:52 AM

Saturday, June 18, 2005
the whole kit and kaboodle.. the works! =)

the night is so f-ing young. my sisters have gone to Fete de La Musique in El Pueblo and i'm left here to perform my never-ending soliloquy. i remember using that word in Physics class last thursday and Ms. Toli retorted it's just plain kabaliwan. it was so funny. gar, why can't i be such an expert in time management? like how bad do i treat time to make me miss blogging for 12 days? i mean it's not just about blogging, it's about e-ve-ree-thing. it's a phenomenal thing for me that people, especially my classmates, sleep at about 9pm when assignments are just so... swarmed. get this as well: with hours of using ym. is this a carrot-and-stick treatment for me 'cause time is always bronze to my senses? is it my fault that it's not gold? shut awp..? whatever. this is peevish. anyway, the first two weeks of school had been enormously congenial, though i must admit that my first communication exercise effused me with a torrent of an unassured aptness. it was an indescribable feeling of vexation, rue and maybe even envy. this sucks. i don't have to feel this way 'cause i'm a sole creation with a sole and cunning mind. anyhow, school is great 'cause the line up of teachers is great as well, and english has never been so fun since i was 2nd year. is that mean or is that mean? Holy's beyond unfussiness this year and maybe in the coming years too, 'cause ID's are now generated with code bars and the library is now equipped with a whole lot of techie stuff. it's amazing, you see. we are the first batch of senior students to experience all the sublime changes caused by the administration's whacking step forward. well, it's about time things in the school grounds become more than interesting. plus, the appearance of new faces on the horizon engages interest to nibby students so it's all... very divergent. however, i theorize that the computer laboratory is not the same without Sir Trogo. mehn, how eerie does it feel and look right now. in addition to that, i notice more mosquitoes lurking around. ngrrr. as for music.. ohoho. now that's what i call derangement. am i kidding? well, it's for chosen people to know and for you to find out. ngarrrrr. why on the shitting horse do i feel so torpid in this apathetic moment? i accomplished naught this day and believe me if i say naught 'cause it's really naught. zilch. i woke up at about 11:45 this morning so i took my lunch right after i got up and then after that, i read until i got hungry which was 4-5 hours later then tas called and we talked for 30 minutes and then i was back to reading and then dinner and then internet surfing for almost 3 hours and then.. now. i was supposed to sweep the floor 'cause the dirt's invasion is incessantly heightening and i am an obsessive compulsive person so that was practically beyond my tolerance. however, supine as i evidently was, i did not sweep the floor and i let the dirt rejoice over their unstoppable propagation. it has been tried and tested: weekends turn me to a complete lazy wretch.

this is for real: i am over with that dung. i'm never going back, and it's never going to come back - whatever that fcuked up feeling brought my ninnyhammered heart. i'm a schmuck for cretins, and maybe that's the anathema endowed to me by doom. i'm not going to think that one day everything will change and that donkey's going to turn his back from the girls he thought were precisely ideal to him because.. ahh whatever. this is entirely not me. my world does not revolve around buffoons. bad bad bad. i'm just saying: i'm not a fan of horses or donkeys for that matter. not anymore. *thanks to tita sharon.*

don't believe me if you don't want to, but i therefore conclude that i will activate my diligence the whole day tomorrow. i consider it questionable myself too, but i have no other alternatives because a lot is due on monday and i can't lally-lag anymore the way i just did for the past 11 hours because.. i want my parents to be mirthful for the 3rd fruit of their loins. i got to get something rewarding when i take the stage on march, but if i don't.. at least i know that i tried my best. (hackneyed my ass! haha!)

i want to be the unthinkable. why do i feel like a plain jane? metamorphose me, dear God. anyway, you've got to listen to Coldplay's X&Y. it is the epitome of supremacy, the par excellence of music. a whiz-banged skookum, slapping-up grade A and all wool and a yard wide blue-ribbon. Coldplay is rocking the billboard charts. every song is really good. really really good. Make Trade Fair!! :)

i, for some reasons still have a lot of things to chime in, it's just that i tend to forget some of them which makes me so annoyed for having a friggin' memory impairment. memory enhancers, anyone? anyway, the marvelous Besprens went out yesterday after school but hell, i didn't go because my fogyish parents think i go out too much already. darn. to think it's always just Coffee Beanery where we go and it's not too far compared to other hang-outs. how i miss all my Besprens as crazy as a loon. i didn't want to escape 'cause i honestly never do those kinds of teen-y and juvenile things. well, it seems like i still have to wait for our next gimmick which could be... the admu-dlsu game in the uaap! we're all so stirred up about it 'cause we aspire to be the Mentos Barkada of the game. haha! the night's procuring wrinkles already, so.. cheerio now. :)

*for tomorrow i surmise to view you with such longing, the stealth of our adoration carries my whole being.*

by dadine_bentesingko at 11:57 PM



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