Sunday, September 04, 2005
with the cute energy player of the game :) with the forever hotness :) with the ever-illustrious coach :) with the cute energy player of the game :) with the just-turned-19-the-day-before boy :) with the eye-filling ryan arana :) *kainis against the light =s*






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Saturday, June 25, 2005
ALMOST FINIS
i will not be writing in this blog as frequently as i used to have done, but i'll still write here anyway. my profuse thanks to those people who killed the time through reading my blog. sooo... not really my toodle-oo but until next time. ciao :)
i have a new one and here's the link:
http://dadsbiasis.blogspot.com
by the way, my motime blog's considered defunct already so don't bother going there anymore.
Chenkuye :)
a month and a half of solitude
it's been 6 weeks since i saw him in his yellow shirt and havaianas sitting beside his dad and smiling a real lot. why is this happening? ah well. if that's the way it's supposed to be then i probably can't do anything about it. the only thing that i can do is WAIT. alternative choices unfortunately do not abound the situation right now. it's not in my freaking hands to choose and all that crapola. however, i am patient and waiting could be such a challenge overflowing with apprehension. i have to deal with it.. or i end up in a harrowing shatter.
oh my god sasa is such a life-saver. if it wasn't for her, my life could have ended faster than anyone expected it to last. my parents could really kill me if ever my alleged irresponsibility would reach their awareness. it totally got off my head that the deadline of the P500 fee for the ACET application form is today and i didn't have a single cent in my wallet so i was like.. PANIC ATTACK!! i was so freakin' worried my mouth went completely dry and i was so stupefied. then there came the super sasa who got me off the attack by saying, "may 500 ako ngayon, gusto mo bayaran mo nalang ako?". the very second after she made that offer the surrounding became rainbow colored which minutes ago was a galling black and white. i, of course took the offer without any doubt and so there. my life was spared. that afternoon when i got home, i asked my mother for 500 bucks (naturally, mother's inquiries about my asking her that amount sought my answers so eventually i had the success of explaining everything to her. even the "sasa situation".) then when she gave me the money i went straight ahead to sasa's house which luckily, is just a happy walking-distance from my house. cool huh? when i got there, it's like nobody was home so after about 5 minutes of waiting for someone to get the 500 bucks from my money-smelling hand, i walked back to my home sweet home.. still holding the money. then sasa texted yadda yadda and we agreed that i would pay her on monday. hayyy ACET.
i just finished dinner and i ate alone so my chomping was like.. unpredictable. you'll never know when it'd end and i definitely took the chance to do that 'cause being controlled when eating is unbearable. you keep staring at the rice just so it would fly to you and so you could eat more but you realize you're no Matilda so you end up almost crying in your chair and bearing the pain of not eating the way you want to eat. as for me, that was not my case a few minutes ago.. my mom, my 2 sisters, my brother and my tita's family left for Batangas late this afternoon and i was supposed go with them but time didn't allow it so i would be set for tomorrow with my dad and my other remaining sister. we're going to leave early in the morning then on sunday, the 7 of us will all go home together. mmm.. i was such a swine awhile ago. i ate almost all the rice in the bowl and i was drinking Pepsi directly from the bottle. ah. my animal nature is predominating my human nature. tsk. well i did realize something. i eat without a sound. something that's unlike from the piggy portrait. haha.
i love my batch!!! i don't know what i'll do when all of us will go on our separate ways already :( thank God i didn't miss the socialization we had awhile ago. i was supposed to be on a half-day because of my family's Batangas trip but it's such a blessing my tita has big luggages blah blah. so there the socialization was a BLAAAAAST. the most fun the batch has ever had. the presentation was rocking every minute. they danced the Field Demo(s) we did that counted back since we were Prep-A until we were Grade 6. it was utterly funny but hey, it was sooo mofo-ing touching. every strand of hair on my skin was standing. we also sang the graduation song that we had back when we were in Grade 6. i was holding back my tears. i didn't think crying at that moment would be too appropriate. NOT YET. Batch 2005-2006 can never ever be forgotten. besides, we are the first batch to have all the firsts. whatever that means. i love you, batchmates :)
*he cannot bring me down. REALLY, *he f-ing CAN'T.
if *he thinks *he can bring me down just because i'm fucking better than *him then *he's so fucking wrong. as long as my sisters live, *he cannot possibly bring me down. i don't base my abilities on *his fucking comments and i don't care if *he thinks that i'm not even good. *his comprehension is sooo way out of my league. you are such a figurehead and my rancor for you is so fucking intense! deal with it: i am good and you're not.
+pardon all the cursing.
CRUZ and CASABLANCAS :) melt me now.








*BOOM*
i realized this crucial thought last thursday at about 7:30 or 8 in the morning while Ms. Osila was explaining something in class. it was unbelievable, but believe me: i am fully decided. it's a shame some people can't comprehend the idea of such disbelief, but really.. the question is WHY? anyhow, it doesn't matter to me at all. i just want to be a lawyer. it came to me so suddenly it was like... BOOM! taking up Legal Management in La Salle would be something grool. however, first things first. pass DLSU, dear.
i'm posting again and it's been more than a week since i did. i mean not counting my post yesterday. how much time do i have, anyway? i told you i'm not very proficient in managing my time. i study hard but yes, a slacker is still what i am. fourth year is rocking. as in rrrockiiing. it's so much different, and the entire difference is just so overwhelming that going to school isn't so bad after all. there's this condescending air which makes one so.. estimable and pretty. yes, pretty. no not pretty. beautifuuul. i'm lovin' this right now and i'm going to enjoy it while i still can. wooohoooo.
i miss you, Besprens =)
[hapeee burrrday!!]
i just want to greet my dear father and my tita a happy happy birthday. that's all. oh by the way, when we went to Italianni's awhile ago to have dinner i won an instant jackpot of seeing a hot boi. muhahahaha.
waaaw. it's 25 today. nice. hey you, i love you sicko.
